A year ago I learned that my ex-girlfriend got engaged. Well, it is totally inappropriate to call her my 'ex' because even after we broke up we were still close and sometimes see each other. But for about a year or two we've been off the grid because of some issues she had with her boyfriend. I did not mind and I respect the decision without asking for any further explanation.

So there, another year had passed and while I was browsing my Instagram account I saw she posted a photo of her wedding. I was in shock even though I know it's gonna happen. I don't know what to feel and it left my mind wander for some time.

Today, I rest my case and I hope she didn't get to read this post because it's a shame. Even up to this point in my life, all I can do is just write and not tell her face to face how I truly feel. But anyway this is for you and you know who you are -- my first and my greatest love.
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Maybe it's time to move on from our indefinite relationship.
A sign to let go of the idea that love will bring us back.
I just thought we could be more happy soon as I find my track.
But guess you got tired of waiting, and I totally understand.